A sculpture plays Abel

Look as this sculpture. The one lying down.
Are you confused with what I am saying?
Do you not understand what I am saying?
Do you really think that this guy is a sculpture?
People call hot actor “a sculpture,” because they look perfect as if they are sculptured. The word “sculpture” basically implies that this actor has a handsome face, a perfect body, and a perfect height. Sojisub is one of the top sculptures in Korea. (He is the one lying down in the poster above.) He just has a perfect body with a pacific shoulder and muscles. Koreans often use a phrase, “pacific shoulder,” because Pacific here means the Pacific ocean. It is indicating that shoulder is wide just like the ocean. Also he has a perfect face. He doesn’t have double eyelid. Korean people prefer to have double eyelid because your eyes look bigger and that is why everyone gets plastic surgeries to have double eyelid. But I personally do not like double eyelid on men. He is just pefect. Words just can’t express how gorgeous he is.
Currently, he is a protagonist of a drama called Cain and Abel. I started watching this drama because of this hottest guy–Sojisub. But as I continued watching, I started to like the story and his acting even more. Although it contains all the stereotypes of Korean drama, I still like it.
As the name Cain and Abel indicates, two brothers come out. The brothers are doctors and their parents are the directors of a hospital. Sojisub plays Lee cho-in (Abel).
Just like a typical Korean drama, there is this complicated family background. Lee cho-in is an adopted son, but his older brother Lee sunwoo is real son. But the father adores Lee cho-in more even he is not his real son. Then the father decides to give the hosptial to adopted son. But then the father became comma because of a brain tumor.
Then the mother and Lee sunwoo (the older brother) plan to kill Lee cho-in, so they could possess the hospital. One day, Lee Cho-in goes to China because of the medical conference. On his way back to Korea, he gets kidnapped and he loses his memory.Later on, he gets his memory back and revenges. Most importantly, there is also a love triangle.
It contains all the stereotypes and it is a typical Korean drama even it is based upon the story of Cain and Abel in the Bible.
Despite the fact that the story is stereotyped, Sojisub plays his role really well and makes the drama unique. He is not only a sculpture, but also a good actor!

Look at him! SO CUTE
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Major Headache

I am drowning…
I think almost all the juniors feel the same way I do right now. I feel as if I am drowning. I am under the sea and I look upon the surface of the sea that I could never reach.
Juniors never sleep. We are always up 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
(Actually, I do sleep. I would never survive without sleeping. But these days, I only sleep 4-5 hours. This is unimaginable compared to last year. When I was a 10th grader, I slept almost 8 hours a day.)
We do homework, projects, and study for tests.
All the subjects are demanding.
Even math is so hard these days. Koreans–well, Asians–are all good at math, and I kind of looked down on American math, because it was like guaranteed A. It is supposed to be a subject that boosts up the GPA. But it is not a gpa booster anymore.
Most importantly, Advanced Placement Courses.
When I was selecting courses at the end of grade 10, I thought I could easily handle 2 APs. I assure that I could do well. In fact, I am failing APs. Moreoever, I chose the hardest APs ever and it is the worst combination ever: AP World History and AP Biology.
Before I took AP courses, I thought that APs would make your gpa higher because it gives you the curve. So even if you get B in an AP class, it is actually B+. But actually, AP courses lower your grades because it is HARD.
It is really hard to maintain grades. Now, I don’t even think about raising it up, I just want to maintain it. Everything is stressing me out and I have major headaches these days.
But what I am really afraid of is that there would be difficult moments and hard times later on as I go through my life as an adult. If I have difficulties handling just a “junior life,” then how am I going to survive as an adult? What if I encounter real world that is severe and harsh?
I hope I survive my junior life and survive throughout my whole life.
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early bird catches the worm–becoming a morning person

“How many hours of sleep do you get during school days?” has been a question to all of the students in KIS. We talk about this issue in Psychology, Science, and even in English classes.
People mostly get 4~5 hours of sleep, and some people sleep less than 2 hours. But I’ve never seen a single person who sleeps more than 6 hours on a regular school day. Some students just stay up all night and that is NOT rare in KIS.
But I would never understand a person who stays up all night.
NEVER EVER.
Is it possible for humans?
I really doubt it.
For me, I need to sleep at least 6 hours to function–as a human–next day, or else I would malfunction.
I must sleep. Even if I have 3o minutes or an hour to sleep. I have to sleep no matter what.
To not stay up all night, obviously you have to finish your homework and be prepared with test or quiz for next day. It is simple.
But as always, not everything works as I plan. Even if I decide to do my homework right after I get home, it never works that way.
Once I come back from school, I get distracted by internet or TV. After I have “free time” for like an hour, I need to rest and eat dinner. Then it soon turns to 8 pm. Once I eat dinner, I get tired and sleepy–don’t even have enough energy to get started on my homework. So even if I try to do my homework, I can’t concentrate.
So what I do is I just sleep at 8 pm or 9 pm. I set like 5 alarms just in case. If I set only one, then I might not be able to wake up. Then I wake up at 3 am or 4 am and then take a shower. Then I can concentrate fully on my homework, because there are no noises, no sunlight, nor sleepiness. People should try this method, because it totally works!
According to many researches, people have high concentration ability right after they wake up, which is basically morning. So it is more effective rather than studying at night. Also I can only concentrate when it is dark and quiet. If there is sunlight outside, it distracts me so much because I can see the “wider view.” But when it is dark, I don’t see anything outside and never gets distracted.
As a famous idiom tells us, early bird catches the worm. Morning person achieves the goals. I would keep on trying this routine and I really recommend it!
Picture: http://www.flickr.com/photos/neil1965/3024756634/
makeup or “fake”up

Women are just amazing. (Obviously I am a woman too, but I would just call myself a teenager for now.)
Not because of their beauty, brightness, nor maternal love.
It is because of the makeup they put on their faces every single day.
I think I would put makeup on my face someday–I don’t know when it would be, but maybe after I graduate college and when I eventually get a job.
But I admire those women who gets on a public bus with a perfect makeup and hair. How can you do that? Every morning, I am busy taking shower and eating breakfast. These two things take me almost an hour in the morning. Then, I have no time to look in the mirror. I just put on clothes in 3 minutes without even considering the combination of shirts and jeans. There is no need to consider because all shirts match jeans–obviously.
I’ve done makeup before by myself, and it takes a lot of time. How can you do that every single morning?
Well, time issue does not really matter if you wake up early and get ready.
But what matters more is your skin. I’ve done it before for winter ball, and other social events. And when I was putting makeup on my face, it felt as if my face was a chalk board. It feels like your skin is “choked.” I am not exaggerating at all. And I hate the heavy mascara the most. If you put on mascara, your eyelids literally lift your eyelashes up. It’s not blinking, but actually lifting.
But I am not saying that makeup is bad. Actually, it is beneficial to some people. For instance, it might give some people confidence. Furthermore, it would cover scar or other weaknesses on your face.
But in my opinion, women with makeup look all the same. They all have “Panda” eyes, white skin, and red lips. Why would you hide yourself behind a mask? People want to see real “YOU.” If you do not reveal yourself, why would other people want to know you.
Picture: http://www.flickr.com/photos/phosphor-girl/2608848816/
Pathetique….but not pathetic!
beethoven – pathetique.. – Sun Hong
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frustration on macbook + technology…

The picture above shows exactly what I want to do right now.
This stupid macbook just irritates me so much and I am about to explode like an active volcano.
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Okay, I need to CALM down.
So I have this Chinese imovie project that is due on next Monday. I have to make 3-minute video in Chinese language. But then I figured it out that new version of imovie the school had updated during chusok break (September? or October, i guess) is just useless. It is just so complicated. There are literally 20 icons and I don’t know which one is which. There is no single effect like it had before in the imove ’06. I don’t know how to describe, but you will realize how bad it is once you see it–or use it. Well, I haven’t used imovie for awhile, because I didn’t really need it this year. We had no video projects at all (I do not know why). So I didn’t really care when people were complaining about the new imovie.
Last year, when I was a sophomore, we used imovie a lot. It was like a “warm up.” We even made trailers and plays with imovie. I just loved the old version of imovie (06). Even if I am so bad at technology and hated computer so much (excpet internet and messengers), I loved making videos with it because it was really easy to use.
But since it’s gone, I had to download it because school had discarded the old version of it. So I was searching and searching. Apple website, Daum (Korean website), Google, and even Yahoo. But I could not find a single thing. I was supposed to download imovie HD 6.0.1. But I couldn’t find it, so I downloaded somewhat-related applications such as imovie HD 6.0.2 or imovie HD 6.0.2 combo. But none of them worked. STUPID….
I searched for more than 2 hours, and finally found out that imovie HD 6.0.1 is no longer available online because the mac company got rid of it from the download list in its offical website. I really don’t know why, but they just discarded. When I knew that, I just wanted to throw my macbook out the window. I was staring at it for like 2 hours and I ended up with nothing?
So frustrating…
I just hate technologies and macbook.
Not only imovie, but sometimes I find it hard to use some of the applications in macbook.
If it’s unuseful to people, then is it worth to be called technology? Technology should be the thing that everyone can access and use, and benefit from it.
Picture: http://www.flickr.com/photos/asylum_collectibles/2822578461/
SWEETzerland!~




My favorite country.
Switzerland, SWEETzerland.
Actually I have never been to Switzerland before. But it attracted me since the day I saw it on television. Switzerland is a perfect fit for me. There are mountains (Alps), rivers, trees, and meadows. It is similar to Korea except the part where it is surrounded by various nations such as Germany, France, and Italy. That is why Switzerland is more attractive. It borders different European countries but its nature is amazing and it is cleaner than Korea. I just love its greenness.
Some people might think I l love cities and down towns. But I am not really that type who likes big cities and urban areas. I detest living in a city. I would never live in a big city like Seoul or New York. It would just bring too much stress into my life. Whenever I go to Seoul (as I mentioned below I don’t live in Seoul), there are unbelievable number of people. You are literally PUSHED. You will never have a chance to walk properly in Seoul downtown. Not only I hate crowded places, but I also hate passive smoking. There are just incredible number of people who smoke in public areas such as bus stations and parks. Once the smokers exhale, the innocent non-smokers have to inhale nicotines and all the harmful chemicals.
But I LOVE nature. It makes me feel so much better. Just looking at the sky would make me smile. I would be relieved and I would have no worries nor anxieties.
Some people might think living in rural areas and nature would be monotonous, but I think it would be amazing. “Interacting” with NATURE would be so much fun. I just love walking and enjoying the views.
You might think it’s weird, but I really want to “smell” the air in Switzerland. I wonder how it would be like.
I must visit Sweeeeeeeetzerland one day.
Picture: http://www.cyworld.com/firstblossom/2565049
dependent or independent: it’s time to decide

2 months left till AP exams….
For the past 2 weeks, I’ve been thinking about going to hagwon for the upcoming AP exams.
But it is hard to decide. There are both benefits and worries. If I go, then I guess I would learn more stuff than by studying alone. Also, when I am in “studying” environment, then I would be pushed to study.
However……
According to one of the famous hagwons in apgujeong, AP world history class is literally 50 dollars per hour. So if you go to hagwon once a week for 3 hours then it is 150 dollars per week. Then it would be 600 dollars a month. This cost would be the minimum. If you decide to go twice a week, then it would be 1200 dollars.
Since I am taking two AP courses, it would cost me twice as much. I am not the one who is indifferent about the money the parents pay for hagwon and all the education. This school-KIS-already costs too much and I can’t add another burden by going to hagwon. But my parents say if I really need to go, then go.
If I were them, I would rather buy food or other needs instead of letting my kid to go to hagwon. I just do not want them to sacrifice anymore.
But the thing I am worried about is that basically everyone is going to hagwon. I feel like I have to follow everyone. What if I score below 3 but people who go to hagwon score 4 or 5. These worries are just nonstop popping out. This is the perfect example of mass psychology. You just follow the whole crowd.
Should I follow the crowd? Should I be dependent?
Now it’s just about hagwon. But later on, what if I have bigger problems in my life? I don’t know what it could be, but should I just follow the crowd regardless of my thoughts?
If I depend on someone, or something, I would be relieved and there would be no worries. But I would never be independent. I would never know what I REALLY want to do.
I do not know. These depedence and independence coexist in my mind. It’s time to decide.
Picture: http://www.flickr.com/photos/scenarist/2713912137/
…only on the outside
please spend ONLY 2 minutes to watch this awesome trailer of the curious case of benjamin button


The only reason I was interested in this movie even before it was released was because of the hottest actor in the world–Brad Pitt. He is literally a “walking sculpture.” Sometimes, it feels weird because Brad Pitt is my dad’s age and he still looks hot–doesn’t even look like a middle-age man. Anyways, after I saw the trailer, I got astonished again. The story itself was just amazing. I was impressed by a 2-minute-long trailer.So I went to the cinema with my friends to watch “the curious case of Benjamin Button.”
Benjamin Button (Brad Pitt) was born with 80-year-old-looking-face in 1918–the end of the WWI. He was a newborn baby from the wealthy “Button” family. But his mom died while giving birth to Benjamin. Then his father abandoned him, just because he was abnormal. So Benjamin grew up in an asylum where there were only old people. There, he had to realize what death was, because he had only seen the deaths, but not births. He himself thought he was an old man who would confront death soon. But later, he met a girl named “Daisy” and he fell in love with her. But he soon realized that they are too different. But still, they shared their thoughts and feelings and they became best friends.
As time passed, Benjamin became younger. He started off as 80-year old, but he now became 60 year-old and left the asylum. He participated in the World War II and traveled around the world after the war. Later he came to back to the asylum in Louisiana. There he met his father again and his father apologized to him for everything and Benjamin inherited all his properties. He also met Daisy again and found out that she became a ballerina. But again, he realized Daisy was different from Daisy whom he knew as a kid (or 80-year-old), and left her again. But he could not forget her, because she was his one and only love. So he visited Daisy again but was rejected. Several years later, Daisy got into car accident and was injured. She had to quit ballerina and that made her depressed. But Benjamin supported and took care of her and they finally got married. But the problem was Benjamin was getting younger and younger, while Daisy was getting older. When they had baby and baby was old enough to walk, Benjamin left again and never came back.
20 years later or more, old Daisy–now in her 60s–got a call from an orphanage. She went there and found Benjamin who looked like 8 year-old boy. He was eventually becoming a real kid. He looked young on the outside, but he had Alzheimer and didn’t remember anything about Daisy and his own kid–Catherine. Benjamin died as a baby in Daisy’s bosom.
It was amazing. The best movie I’ve ever seen in my whole entire life. I would say my best movie so far was Pride and Prejudice. But “the curious case of Benjamin Button” was just overwhelming. It is about life, death, and everything. It basically contains everything: love, friendship, and dreams. I had so many favorite quotes in the movie. When Benjamin asks his step-mom why he looks like an old man and different from the others, she answers, “People have their own ways, people have different paths and you have your own path.” Yes, that is why each one of us are all valuable and worth living. People have different personalities and goals in lives and we have to accept that by interacting with them.
It was really hard for me to accept that people are different from me. I thought I was the one who is always reasonable and rational, and I thought everyone else were wrong. But there is not right or wrong. We are just different. Sometimes, I still can’t accept that, but I am working on it: to understand other people who have different point of views.
Also I learned that no one could avoid DEATH. Birth and the death are same for all people. Journey would be different. But no matter how rich you were or how smart you were, you will end up dying at the end. But that is why life is just beautiful. Because we try our best to achieve goals and everything. Also we leave our generations–children. One day, I would die too. But at the moment I am dying, I don’t want to regret. I want to say, “It was good to visit Earth.” I do not want to fear it. But on other hand, I thank so much that I am alive. I was never thankful of being alive before. But after watching this movie, I felt like I was alive. I am alive. I am siting right here writing this post and I am alive. I am breathing and looking at the screen. I didn’t know this would be surprising. But it is actually surprising.
The most favorite quote: only on the outside…
Daisy was astonished by Benjamin’s look and said, “You look so young!” Then Benjamin replied, “Only on the outside.”
You never know what’s in the inside. What you see is not everything.
I just recommend everyone to watch this film. I could almost say that this movie changed my life.
Ms. Porter, I personally think we should read this piece of literature in our English class. It is a pretty short story, so it won’t take much class time. And this is American literature since it is written by F. Scott. Fitzgerald who wrote The Great Gatsby and its settings are WWI and WWII. Maybe we should read this instead of the Great Gatsby!
picture: http://www.flickr.com/photos/netmen2009/3220618142/
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